secret insanity!

weird.

passionateforwords — Mon, 07 Dec 2009 03:27:42 +0000

Wow, hi. This is weird.

Feels like such a summer, sunny, crazy blog kind of thing. Dunno really what to say?

Awww, I just read back all of my entries from this summer. I’ve missed doing this. I think that I should do it more frequently, even though I’ll never really stick with it.

I like a boy. Maybe by the next time I post here, him and I will be friends, or together (doubt it), or something. He is just very cute.

skypes with boys.

passionateforwords — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 18:36:12 +0000

*pats head of secret blog* I really appreciate you and all of your secretness. You make me happy, like I can post just whatever I want without boring others or annoying them or anything. So last night I had about a three hour Skype conversation with Zach. I quite like that dude, I think he is hilarious and nice and we’re pretty close. One of my best friends, I’d say. We talked about Doctor Who pretty much continuously throughout the conversation. We got excited over the episode entitled, “1 January 2010″ because Donna and the Master and Rose and other awesome people are said to be in it. We talked about school and sleep and insomnia and being worried about people and that was fun. The most epic part of the night was definitely when we watched the first episode of Sarah Jane Adventures. That was, in simplest terms, a laugh. The Slitheen are NOT supposed to be green, and what was with that child Slitheen? So weird. Zach pronounces Slitheen as “Silzeen”, and it’s cute. And we listened to some BIllie Piper. And I looked up John Barrowman on wikipedia and read about his partner and his dogs and did you know that he has a Jack Russel named “Captain Jack”? God, I love this community.
Right now I’m listening to “Last Christmas” by Billie Piper. What a life I lead.

PS. I just got called “love” by a boy. What a weird experience.

lowered standards.

passionateforwords — Wed, 26 Aug 2009 20:24:05 +0000

SECRET BLOG! Oh, sweetie, I have missed you! So much! <3 We are back in NOHITZ land, and I am very happy. I know that it's weird to be happy about not having any hits, but you know how it is. Did you know that when you google, "passionateforwords seret blog", the fourth hit is this blog? It's the post about the sonic screwdriver, hahahaha. Let me go read it really quick, mmkay? Oooh, that is the best one. Which, of course, is saying a lot because these are so very awful. But I love them with all of my heart. <3
I AM LISTENING TO THE BLACK EYED PEAS AND I FELT LIKE SHOUTING THAT! Because I can, you know.

Do you want to hear something entirely and completely beautiful?
"Roast beef! Bananas! The Medusa Cascade. Bang! Rose Tyler Martha Jones Donna Noble TARDIS! Shamble bobble dibble dooble. Oh, Doctor, you're so handsome. Yes I am, thank you. A, B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J, K, L, M, N, O…"
-The Doctor in MIDNIGHT.
I can almost quote it from memory. Wait, let me try. I FAILED. How sad.

This is a horrible horrible post. Even for 'secret insanity' standards.

seventeen.

passionateforwords — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 23:13:30 +0000

I feel so good. I just wrote one of those blog entries where the words just flowed out of my fingertips and it was beautiful. The post is nothing to write home about, but I had so much fun writing it, and I hope the readers sense that. If you read this blog only or something, and don’t read my actually remotely funny blog … whoops, I was going to give you a link to the post, but it’s set to publish at 10:14. Holy cow, I just checked and apparently I have SEVENTEEN subscribers on my blog. NOT THIS ONE YOU LOSER, Funny Bursts. That’s just … really hard to swallow. Why do so many people read that? I like the comments and the readers and all that, but sometimes I get just flabbergasted over the people who think I’m interesting. I don’t really know why to be perfectly honest.

EDIT! Here is the link.

three hits, woe is me.

passionateforwords — Mon, 24 Aug 2009 06:18:32 +0000

OH NO! Yesterday I got three hits. D:
But never fear, they were from alpha inventions!

I absolutely love Michelle and Zach. They are seriously my favorite people right now.

elementary rock.

passionateforwords — Sun, 23 Aug 2009 19:30:36 +0000

Bum bum bum it is Sunday afternoon and I have zero hits. You have no idea how happy this makes me. I am all alone! (Lone, lone, lone!) That was an echo. If your pea sized brain didn’t comprehend my awesomeness. HAHA. It’s fun to insult the people because there aren’t any. And I know that for a fact. <3

How many lovers would stay?
Yes, Three Doors Down! Elementary rock, I call it.

Okay, so look how awesome my phone wallpaper is.

God, I love the Doctor. Look at him kissing his little sonic screwdriver! Life will be so wonderful to see him every time I get a text message or turn on my phone. I lovelovelove my life. <3

my audience.

passionateforwords — Sat, 22 Aug 2009 07:56:05 +0000

So, I have to say something a bit weird. I feel like I have this audience. But I know that I’m all alone. So I really think that my audience is a little bit of my soul, the part that isn’t expressing these thoughts. I sometimes like to read Funny Bursts of Sexual Experiences or whatever my other blog is called (I’m kidding, of course, Bursts of Creativity is my brainchild, my love, my baby) but only about a month later. I have to reread these entries almost immediately. I feel like my soul, the part that isn’t bearing the emotions, needs to read and understand and comprehend.
So I have an audience. Which is myself. Listening to Alley Cat on repeat in the dark. With a shiny blue light and a fuzzy dog beside her. I am my audience.
Clap. Snap. Bow.

alley cat.

passionateforwords — Sat, 22 Aug 2009 07:50:26 +0000

“But when it comes to decision baby, him or me?”
I’m not a lesbian, you know. Willie thinks I am. But I’m not. Really.
“There’s a scene I will always replay, at the moment when my hand touched your face, I could see your eyes turning away, but I’ve been standing my ground with you, babe.”
What made you an alley cat? Scratching me?

Music, you make me feel. It’s the floating too. I really like it so please never let it stop.

a stuck sonic screwdriver.

passionateforwords — Sat, 22 Aug 2009 07:44:22 +0000

I lied. I don’t want to go to bed. I’m too addicted to these little short secret blogs of mine. Honestly, people really are doorknobs. Don’t they know that all they have to google is “passionateforwords secret blog” to find passionateforwords’ secret blog? Doorknobs, I tell you. But it’s all the better for me, because I can just enjoy this while I have the chance. Someone will find me out, I know it. And honestly, I just want to talk about Doctor Who and the song Alley Cat and talk about them over and over again and nobody would like to hear about that.
Because I’m really not as fascinating as people seem to think I am.

“I want to be an astronaut and get high.” Thank you playbyplay!, for sponsoring this post. Not actually, of course. For who would sponsor a blog that gets zero hits? BAHAHA I crack myself up.
Anglerfish just came on my iTunes. I feel like I’m floating. Actually, those things aren’t related at all. I have no idea why I feel this way. The floating, I mean. It’s kind of fun, though. Zooooom!

There is a little blue light from my iPod player shining through my room. I usually unplug the player so that the light will go away but maybe I’ll keep it on. LIke a sonic screwdriver, with the button jammed, keeping me safe from Slitheen in my dreams.
Why is it that my whole life is becoming Doctor Who? I kind of like it.

La la la this is my secret blog, my very own love, all for my very own, for no one else, la la la! That was my little song, did you like it? I did. Thanks for saying. You’re welcome. Who is who? Use italics, bitch. No thanks. =]

Insanity, people. It’s all in the title.

the echo of solitude.

passionateforwords — Sat, 22 Aug 2009 07:31:31 +0000

Hehe, I am all alone here. Zero hits, my friends. =]
See, if I yell something, it will echo. And I quite like yelling things.

It’s 2:27AM and I was going to go to bed but first I wanted to listen to a song. Then it turned into another song. And another song. And now I’m slowly working my way through songs I have forgotten about and have gotten lost in the 13 hundred that I have. And Alley Cat a few times, of course.

I saw Rose tonight. On the first episode of Season 4. It was so good to see her, even if she did look very sad. I missed those oddly colored eyebrows, I did. Her hair looked different. Not in a bad way, of course. HAHA, look at my talking like she can hear me. Fictional character, really.

I’m working tomorrow. I really should ske-daddle. Goodnight blog that is truly alone. <3